Two Weeks Ago. (before, and after, and for ever and ever again)


Before & After and ... For Ever and Ever Again. 


you and i. 
endlessly. 

Always...                            
                       
Have faith. Always! 


~ Before.

17.8.20

This is what I wrote around ten days ago, on (another) sleepless night:

"I feel you in that emplty space where once my heart used to be.

All my tears are dry in my throat, I just feel your kisses and the last embrace with the deep burn inside my soul."

~ After.

27.8.20

This is what I wrote last night, before falling asleep with you in my heart - to wake up with the sensation of your imaginary kisses on my skin in morning light


"You are the only one I can be honestly sharing all of me, and all my feelings with... Everything . I can share with you all my self. All my heart. Every thing in Life - - . With or without clothes. You are always the first one, I want to share everything with. 
It is always you, for me. 

You... only you make all my butterflies come awake and fly so free! I hope I can do that for you too. Butterlies.. you set them free!"

For Ever and Ever Again! 

~ For me - 

- It is you.

"At this moment, after all that happened, I know that I am so in love with you. With all my heart, like never before I am together with you, through and through and through from the deepest deep of my soul I love you. 
That is my only truth.

I wished to tell you that, in this moment.
I mean every word.

... Because every 'bye' is a 'Goodbye' ... until we meet again, I wanted you to know it now.
You will always be with me.

Darling my Sweetschatz, 
I wish you well!
With all my heart I wish you the very best of all that you will want to have! 
Take care, my love. 
You will be well.

I will love you, for ever and ever again.


Yours, 
l. x. "

P.S. Yes. I do believe in Miracles.





***

 ðŸ’™

i look in my heart,
i find you there
you are mine and
i am yours,
always.


your lips touch mine
and we belong together
till eternity.

🦋


* 

P.S. Please do not wake me up from this imaginary dream. 


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

An Answer .. without a question. (an end without a beginning?)

Image
Yes. An End ... to something which we did not begin 💙 Our Words, Our Actions, .. Our Everything - that we give, take, and take back... to give away again. Did we start, what we did not finish? Or we ended what we have not started at all.. 2020,21,22,23 ... Darling,  It has all been said and done before. Let us live this cycle to destiny .. in this life, in the next and the next. Just as we have done it in the previous life, and the life before that, and the one even before that.. living and dying, starting and ending.. trying to find an end to an endless love and desire... forever. In heart, soul, body and mind... in all six senses, let us live it again and again.  Let us not remember, that to live again and again, we will need to die again and again, too.  Let us do it.  Again. Until forever there is this (you+i) .. in ether.  I asked ten thousand years ago . from my heart 💙 this, of you: I will Always Believe In  Miracles... and the beautiful play of de...
Read more

Invisible Letter .. "To send or not to send. That is da Question." - help! tell me, should I send this to you now.... or wait....

The Past Speaks .. This is July, 2020. I have written to you - and never sent this. Why? I do not know. 2020.07.25. "should I send this to you now.... or wait.... " Why should I wait? Shall I be a smarter person in the next four hours, when the dawn comes? ​​ ​Letter Starts Now .  From Topic 1 (on Friday evening) until Topic 10 (on Sunday night)​ Topic 1. Friday evening 9pm.  Writing from Concert Hall. I am at the performance now. There are about 100 people. I sit in the last row, nice and quiet here, away from lights. The music is creative, interesting. I recorded a short video for you. There was one composition called "water from Mill-See." Another one called Klang der Stille ended Sooo Loud!! Lol. One instrument looked like a Grill-Topf. Another was like a broken wooden a football.  Friday, home at midnight. Hey. The name of day and place are both same. :)  Concert was nice. They interpreted lots of tunes from the "world" from America, Africa to Asia, M...
Read more

"i love you🌹 . . . " I can't escape the way i love you . ( // --- yeah it is in a song, too. It is a B-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l Song from billie eilish..)

Image
I do not want to escape -  I do not want to escape this excruciating beautiful painful feeling  . . . in my heart for you. this sublime ache you bring to me  your absence brings to me . . . till you come.  i live because you save me. because you will come to save me. At Start. I wrote: I do not feel anything except sad. I miss you so much that it had swallowed ............. (1*) I write these words - - - and in this exact second, I hear the message coming from you. In this exact moment.... you write to me "Please do not reply... I just wanted to tell you, that I am with you. . . . I kiss you all night through . . . " My tears under the starlit sky, just a few minutes ago. Sad tears. I looked on the Milky Way and felt and believed "it will be alright. I do not know how it will be alright, but I believe that everything will be good." And I thought to myself "I do not cry because of you, I cry for you. "  I believed. And you came. ==  (*1) I would have finish...
Read more