A Last Wish. - - for one moment that will last forever!

I had one wish for our goodbye. 

A Last Wish.

I had this one last wish for our goodbye. This is how I imagined it: A beautiful moment. That we sit outside somewhere, light a candle, together, and we count our blessings. That was the important part - to recognize, to realize, to acknowledge - how much we are blessed. Even with all this pain and aching heart - how much we still have - to be thankful for!

I wanted to experience that - see that part of the Truth - with you. 

We would hold our hands, sit close together, and look us in the eyes.. and ...see, ...feel.. in how many ways we are blessed. 

We wish for ourselves, and we kiss each other under sunlight, moonlight or star light... Then we hold each other for one last time. May be we kiss, and touch only. May be we make love under the moonlight, under free sky full of stars. May be we lay down and hold each other softly and whisper our secret words to each other, for one final time. Then.. at the end of these unforgettable sweet moments, we say goodbye.

That is my wish. That is my only single wish for us. - A beautiful moment, that stays forever. That is all I wished for!

Oh I wished for this moment so much! I waited for that one single moment with you,. I hoped it would come and waited 15 days and nights. The moment came - it was different than I wished. There was no open-end. There was no real "free" and "unbound" time to feel each other...! Endlessly... 

The end was too rushed... you had to leave, I had a panic. We were not ourselves...

I wanted that "open end" for a sweet goodbye. 

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~  Believe In Yourself.

You can do anything, believe that. I do believe in you. Yes, I do, too. 

I know that everything will be alright, darling. That is why I always say to you: Believe in Yourself! I believe in you. You should, too. Trust me. 

I only have one regret: That we did not have our moment for us both. That was my last wish. That will be my last wish ever! In this life, at this moment, that is all I wished for, and wish for. I hope we can mend that, and make it right!

I wish we could turn the clock back, have one moment for "us" .. Only Us, only we two."! 

It would be worth everything!

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What Our Destiny Brings to Us:

We always have the choice! We are always given the choice. Always. We just have to listen to ourselves... and choose wisely! 

In this story, I think we have chosen wisely. I feel that we are doing the right thing. 

Darling there were many signs.. I got some signs, I ignored some signs.. I should always learn to... listen to you, to know more of what you really say (and do not say, too) - and I should learn to really - really listen to my heart and my instinct - when it is about you and me.

There is a lot to sense! .. it is kind of like magic. 

We know a lot that we can not know but only we can "sense".

I also know that everything will be alright:

I do not know how it it will be alright, I just know that it will be alright. Somehow. All will be fine. I know it.

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~ One Story Can End in Two Different Ways.

Two Versions of One Story. One story can have two different endings. 

I think I say this often: that we have choice, we always have a choice. According to what we choose, we change the path of our destiny. We will have a story with two endings, and you can figure out, which way it ends / ended.

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~ Last Wish. 

- I do not have anything else to wish for. At this time in my life, here and now. There was only one wish. And except for that wish, I have nothing else anymore. I do not want to have anything else. 

I had only one wish - out there in the open!

In my heart, deep inside - I have a million open wishes - one wish each for one kiss. 

I wish for a million kisses. - to give and to take. A beautiful moment that stays forever. You will release all the butterflies and they fly free all around - inside - us - when we kiss.

That is all I wish for. 

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P.S. I do believe in miracles.

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