Love(?) Letters for My Imaginary Darling

Yes. An End ... to something which we did not begin 💙 Our Words, Our Actions, .. Our Everything - that we give, take, and take back... to give away again. Did we start, what we did not finish? Or we ended what we have not started at all.. 2020,21,22,23 ... Darling,  It has all been said and done before. Let us live this cycle to destiny .. in this life, in the next and the next. Just as we have done it in the previous life, and the life before that, and the one even before that.. living and dying, starting and ending.. trying to find an end to an endless love and desire... forever. In heart, soul, body and mind... in all six senses, let us live it again and again.  Let us not remember, that to live again and again, we will need to die again and again, too.  Let us do it.  Again. Until forever there is this (you+i) .. in ether.  I asked ten thousand years ago . from my heart 💙 this, of you: I will Always Believe In  Miracles... and the beautiful play of de...

The Past Speaks .. This is July, 2020. I have written to you - and never sent this. Why? I do not know. 2020.07.25. "should I send this to you now.... or wait.... " Why should I wait? Shall I be a smarter person in the next four hours, when the dawn comes? ​​ ​Letter Starts Now .  From Topic 1 (on Friday evening) until Topic 10 (on Sunday night)​ Topic 1. Friday evening 9pm.  Writing from Concert Hall. I am at the performance now. There are about 100 people. I sit in the last row, nice and quiet here, away from lights. The music is creative, interesting. I recorded a short video for you. There was one composition called "water from Mill-See." Another one called Klang der Stille ended Sooo Loud!! Lol. One instrument looked like a Grill-Topf. Another was like a broken wooden a football.  Friday, home at midnight. Hey. The name of day and place are both same. :)  Concert was nice. They interpreted lots of tunes from the "world" from America, Africa to Asia, M...

Start. Untitled Letter. Is this the End? ​​ Date: Sat, 1 Aug 2020 at 01:37 Subject: Contrast. One sentence. Said goodbye Wish you all the best. 01 08 2020 at 01:35 am. ​ One sentence..  It's kind of contrasting in meaning.  Because I prefer to meet you and tell you personally, that we do not need to meet again to say goodbye.  because... we said goodbye already?  I don't know.  Ask that I know it's that I do not want to do this goodbye thing anymore.  It is stupid to say goodbye to great5, amazing 6 things and wonderful people.  It is sad to say goodbye to the one person whom I.....  So I do not want to say goodbye.  Instead, Darling,  let us consider it already done.  So you do not need to meet me again,  we do not have to meet again unless you want to.  Yes, I would ashtrays want to and would like to see you.. But we do not have to.  I hope... that it okay and that you understand... so please tell me now, what you t...

I am sorry. I am so sorry, but  I must Go Away From you. I am sorry. I cannot be. here. in this way. with you. Let me go. I will go, as you wanted me to, Because I Want To Go  Away  From  This  Place Where we are. Let us go, let us leave us! I am sorry that it had to be this way. May be One Day on another day, we will be luckier to have each other. the way it should be! I love you. Darling, but I have to let you go. I will be with you, you will be with me  always. Count on it. ***

Beautiful. Sweet. and Special ..  Intense . Wholesome .  and Fulfilling. That was what we had to let go! The Memory of the Past - will be there until it is forgotten, it will be remmebered! Let us be. Let us...  ... keep this memory of us... Keep the beautiful sweet parts and leave out all the rest! Leave Out All The Rest.  *** "What am I leaving When I'm done here? So, if you're asking me, I want you to know -  When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. And don't resent me,  And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest. Leave out all the rest!" *** The songs will sing for us, the words we do not say, When The End Comes ... (>>) When I have to go away,.. forget the wrong that I've done, and help me leave behind some reasons to be missed! Leave Out All The Rest... ( >> )   Always Remember Us This Way... ( >> ) We were beautiful, sweet... and s...

I really do not know  how to tell you this . . .  I have changed. I changed my mind... Or it just changed itself - and I realized ... that I do not want to do that goodbye thing anymore. Because , . . .  We said Goodbye, didn't we. We said Goodbye. On that day  Already, on the day we met. Didn't we!  That was a sweet, intense, special Goodbye! Let us keep it that way. That was Our Goodbye!  As we were trying to say, so many times already, and did not dare to say as final to each other . .  "Let us consider it done." Keep This Memory! ... Keep this memory of us... Keep the beautiful sweet parts and leave out all the rest! We said Goodbye, didn't we. Songs? They will still sing for us, the words we cannot say... When The End Comes ... when the end comes please remember only the good parts of me... and leave out all the rest. Leave Out All The Rest ...  Let us remember us, beautifully. Let us always remember us this way. Always Remember Us This ...